Saturday, May 03, 2008

Numb

I've started and stopped several entries today. Just been going through so much turmoil with my Pastor's son being so sick the last few days.

He went home to be with Jesus at 9:45 pm tonight.

I'm numb. He was only 25. We grew up together. He was like a little brother to me. When they were younger, my real little brother fought with him like they were brothers. I just don't know what to say or what I really feel. Deep down you KNOW God is in control and has a plan, but it is a little difficult really understanding that now.

Keep his family in prayer. He left a wife and two sons behind. Two very young sons that happen to be spending the night at my house right now. My two youngest set up a sleeping area in the living room for them to camp. They are sound asleep, with no idea of what tomorrow will bring.

I don't either.




4 comments:

Chris Paavola said...

Wow, I'm at a loss, Jrod. You and your pastor's family and your church are in my prayers.

Becky said...

Oh, I'm so sorry for that entire situation. My heart aches for Heaven. Praying here.

Melissa said...

praying for you, your family, his family. Yes, we know God is in control, but sometimes it would be nice to have a glimpse at the roadmap. Or just know when the pain will be over. . . it will be, we just don't know when. But as long as we all walk together, somehow we'll get through.

JRod Music said...

I appreciate your prayers. What would I do without all of you? :)